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yesterday was really schweet.
thanks for coming down to Wheelock to fetch me.
it's really enjoyable to walk around Wisma with you,
do shopping for your Shu Uemura skincare and Levis jeans.
walking around to browse sales items.
really interesting to hear about your medicine training,
think it's the first time you told me about it.
heh.. order valves to replace all the expired ones too.
yes, heart defibrillators!
dinner at Gallery was good, wasn't it? iie desu ne!
soup ramen, cold ramen and pork shar siew mayo rice...
gosh. we really shouldn't stuff ourselves like that every time.
heh. sinful... but i like!
can't believe we ended up talking about Grey's Anatomy, Good Luck and Triumph in the Skies..
this was like... one of the normal conversations we had?
yes, lotsa questions u asked about my dad, myself and Rey. heh.
no, i do not / cannot knit, sew or do embroidery.
okay, this sounds really ridiculous...
but why do we alwiz end up doing the most 'ordinary' things everytime we meet?
like...
go shopping for groceries, buy toiletries, order birthday cake, frame your certs
and... browse for watches, HDtv, PS3, cell phones and furniture???
yes, i like the Nokia E65 and the Samsung LCD tv...
No, i don't like the Life Fitness threadmill.
we don't... do 'normal' activities like watch movie, eat ice cream..
or... something schweet (read: romantic).
seriously.
ICB was good! can't believe 4 of us had this pseudo-intellectual debate. gosh..
and can't believe it took me 3 bottles of Crown Lite to get high.
pity didn't get to do the wheaty Pauleners this time. yes, i am weak =P
just 3 Lites and i forget what time my lesson starts and blabber nonsense...
thankfully, you insisted on dragging me home. oops...
but that explains why i wasn't walking straight by the time i was home,
woke up at 3am to munch on plain bread and went back to zzz...
thankfully joey picked me up this morning for class. yawns.
eh.. weren't we supposed to have the shrimp paste chicken wings and supper too?
oh well. save that for the next time =)
yes, i won't eat too much for supper.
i missed you too.
i miss you too.
i've been missing you.
the mirror
the man who sold the world says:
"erm. technically, he is telling her about him. not you."
the man who sold the world says:
"you just happen to be in his life."
look through the mirror.
waited.
glad you're home safely =)
glad you kept your word.
want to cook nice soup for you...
white raddish with pork ribs maybe?
we haven't cooked the sweet-sour pork together yet!
can't believe you flew with a hangover.
tell me next time which flight you're on,
i'll make sure i'm not your passenger =P
take good care and hope to see you soon!
many many hugs!!!
the boys
this Fri is Poochoo's birthday!
Happy Birthday Poochoo!
finally 25! (i think).
wishing you a specially sweet day ahead!
may you soar to greater heights in career, love and life!
jared is busy with work, school and girlfriend.
poshie is busy with school and girlfriend.
haven't heard from these boys for a long while...
it's amazing to see how the people around me have grown up,
took on a more serious attitude towards work and life,
and engaged in relationships, that are almost a year long!
glad for the boys =) boys to men, maybe.
travel light
you left for melbourne last Wednesday nite.
supposedly, you should have been back already.
okay, maybe you came back and flew off again in 24 hours..
your schedule's been really packed for the last few months.
i don't know why, i can't explain why but i am feeling upset and flustered.
it happens everytime i don't hear from you,
don't know where you are or how you're doing over an extended period.
i don't like to be guessing and second-guessing, over-exercising the benefit of doubt.
it is also neither appropriate nor fair of me to request that of you.
we owe no obligations to each other,
there is neither the need to share everything or anything with each other,
nor to shower any care towards each other's feelings too.
everything i do or feel for you is initiated out of my willingness.
hence, its consequences i accept.
the feeling of being in the unknown, of being uncertain and insecure,
but also the feeling of joy and bliss when we are together,
every moment is a moment to be savoured and lived.
life is such that, we navigate through infinite uncertainties and ambivalence,
not being able to see the light at the end of the tunnel,
not knowing where we are going or how we are getting there.
all we know is:
that we are capable of learning and adapting flexibly to the changing circumstances.
thus, amidst these shifting conditions,it is indeed prudent to not form long term loyalties, commitment and emotions for each other.
travel light.
experience life like a free-spirited traveller, with only a small carry-onboard baggage,
containing the bare neccessities to survive.
then when it's time for us to let go and leave some expired persons or possesions behind,
we will be able to do so without suffering a tremendous amount of heartache,
while taking with us beautiful memories and a more enriched self.
